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Posted by cyangorilla - January 22nd, 2024


Music you've never heard

Here is some music you've probably never heard that I really like.


America America - Nino Bravo

An ode to America and its immense beauty. I could simply post Nino Bravo's discography because every one of his songs were beautiful. This year I will be older than he ever got to be when I turn 29.



Yo quería ser mayor - Roque Narvaja

A song about appreciating youth and not rushing into life without enjoying it.


Qué Par de Pájaros - Paz Martinez

A song about a man betrayed by his wife, although he suffers more the betrayal of his best friend.



It's very old music, but for some reason it resonates with me beyond many others. Of course, I listen to new music (or newer at least), but I'd hate if people forgot these exist.


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Posted by cyangorilla - November 2nd, 2023


Darkness took me. The world disappeared right before my eyes and then there was nothing. Not even myself. I tried lifting my hand and bringing it close to my eyes, but there was nothing. I tried grabbing my face, but I felt nothing. I realized, then, that I couldn't sense anything, not even my own body. In that darkness, I could only think.


"Where am I?", I thought, "How did I get here?"

I had gone walking. A disappointing morning had turned into an insufferable afternoon. My body had stretched and twisted every time I had tried to focus.

"I need air.", I had thought.

As I walked through the streets I had seen a man approaching me, his face known to me, a famous face. A face I hated with all my being. A face I had dreamed of ruining, of changing so it could never be seen without a reminder of the pain that man had caused. He had approached me to ask me a question, a cameraman behind him. Oh, that voice, how I hated that voice. He sounded just like every invading thought I had ever had.

That's the last thing I remembered. After that, the world had zoomed out, my senses disappearing, my body no longer mine.


I felt the wetness before I saw the blood or heard the crying. Something man-shaped lay under me, its 'torso' between my legs. It couldn't be a person, though, for people had heads and this... thing didn't. Where one would expect a face, there was a red mess, bits of white hard stuff protruding from a crimson pulp. I zoomed back into the world and I felt a kick at the back of my mind, the sound of room full of tubes turning on the electricity filling my ears. Around me, a cameraman had put his camera on the ground and was pulling me away from what used to be a man, probably his friend. I saw the mess of blood and bones I had unequivocally created and sunk. All my hatred had left me, all my anger spent. I had done something unforgivable, but I didn't feel sad. I had been excluded from the experience, a deeper self taking over for the act itself. I realized It had been brewing, churning, growing, and waiting for years. From the moment I had first hated until that act of relief, another me had lived alongside myself within my body. It had ceased the opportunity to be free and left without concerns or consequences.


We stop ourselves from engendering the Entity of Festering so we may be in control of our lives.

Book of Nightmares, 1, 2



The Book of Nightmares is a collection of short stories used to describe my biggest recurring fears and nightmares. One of those is the idea of losing control of my actions, which sometimes happens just as I wake up. I've often felt my body is inhabited by another in those moments between fully waking up and being asleep. I've made terrible decisions in that state, often regretting them as I wake up and become conscious of those actions.


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Posted by cyangorilla - August 17th, 2023


Discord gave me Genshin Impact stuff. I don't play nor do I intend to ever play, so here is the code and the link to redeem it:


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https://genshin.hoyoverse.com/en/gift


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Cheers


Posted by cyangorilla - June 7th, 2023


Spiderman doesn't even end.

Went to see the sequel to Into the Spiderverse and ended up feeling scammed.


The new animated Spiderman movie came out last week. Saw it tonight. The first half is a regular movie and the second half is stretching 20 minutes to fill time until they run out so they can hit you with a "To be continued". I went in expecting a full story, like the first one, and got half a story bloated similar to the second Hobbit movie, where the ending could have been in the movie but alas we've filled the time with other things so we can sell you another ticket.


This is the second movie I watch this month where that happens. The first one was F&F-X, which wasn't even enjoyable. Spiderverse 2 Part 1 was enjoyable for the most part, but it kept going and going and going... nowhere.


I don't really think I'll be watching anything in theaters for a long long time. I'll use whatever time I get to either play the new Zelda game, or just watch old things, read old things, or make my own stuff. Feels bad man.

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Posted by cyangorilla - April 20th, 2023


Blasphemous II is coming :D

Look at this gorgeous sequel trailer to the gorgeous Blasphemous.


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Posted by cyangorilla - October 5th, 2022


COOL ARTS

GIT


In no particular order, here are some of my favorite works from my feed:







Check out more here! https://cyangorilla.newgrounds.com/favorites/art


See ya next week :D


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Posted by cyangorilla - September 19th, 2022


Do you have any questions about art?

If you do, let me know in the replies.


If I see something very specific I'll turn it into a tutorial :D


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Posted by cyangorilla - July 7th, 2022


Hi, everyone,

I'm Luciano from Argentina.


I always avoid mentioning topics that relate to politics if I'm wise enough to do so. This time around it's different. This isn't a particular issue on which I may agree or disagree, it's a bit deeper. So bear with me and my incomplete English while I talk about my country from my perspective.


Argentina is currently undergoing a political, institutional, and economic crisis. Many of you might jump to conclusions and say 'Must be because of the pandemic' or 'must be because of the war'. While I can't deny the accelerated pace of this crisis might be, at least partially, influenced by the international landscape, the bulk of it is internal.


On the economics side, the country is in shambles. We've got debts we can't pay, which the government blames on the previous administration, but when you look at it, every single presidency added to it. The current administration has the imports and exports markets HEAVILY regulated, to the point we can't currently access many things to produce. There is also the problem of blocking exports that are highly demanded in the world, since one of our biggest competitors is currently being invaded. So, no money comes in, and a lot of it goes out of the system because nobody here is dumb enough to trust the government won't steal their money (this has happened in the 2001-2002 crisis). Because of political bickering we don't have the second biggest natural gas pool in the world producing any natural gas, we are burning it because the government chose to steal the company away from its previous owners and do nothing with it. In the middle of this, Congress approved a deficit budget, exacerbating the already existing issues. Our currency is basically monopoly money. There is a de-facto bi-monetary system ongoing, where the only thing the Argentine Peso is good for is paying for some goods and services and taxes; it doesn't hold any value (everybody buys USD or ETH or bricks), nor can it buy everything (you buy houses and other things with USD). The Central Bank has such a tight grasp on its meager existing USD reserve that producers can't import parts for their machines, medicines can't be imported, machines can't be brought in, etc, etc, etc. We are being fucked by a bunch of drunk apes with knives.


On the political aspect, the current executive branch is ruled by two groups that formed a coalition who lust for power and hate each other. This coalition is characterized for disregarding the well being of the country as long as they can stay in power via utilizing the dispossessed in their favor.


Institutionally, one of these sides is stoking the flames to overthrow the current president and put the vice president in power. This vice president already held the presidency for two terms and her party lost in 2015. She is characterized for her disdain of the free market, for aggressive monetary emission and foreign currency restrictions, for her affinity for Latin American dictatorships, and for weaponizing poor people to stop her political opponents. She is currently in several trials which she desperately is attempting to avoid, while she tries to modify the court system to get more partisan judges in that would help her slip away from all wrongdoings.


So, what you might see in the news is that at some point between now and the 2023 elections the country goes to shit for real, following on the steps of Cuba and Venezuela. The country is already at 50% of its population living in poverty. A high salary here is worth about 500-700USD. We are poor beyond belief and the current administration only cares about one thing: remain in power by whatever means necessary. I suspect we are going to see a coup d'état or at least a soft version of it, similar of what we saw in 2001, when the people who are currently in power joined forces with the 'opposition' and made the sitting president resign.


Sorry if this bummed you out. My family and I are doing well enough right now, if that's of any consolation.

If any compatriot wants to reply to this calling me names or insulting me for not bowing to the red queen or the fake opposition, I've got this for you: chupame un huevo y mandate a mudar.


Much love.

Lucyan


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Hear, mortals, the sacred cry:
"Freedom! Freedom! Freedom!"
Hear the sound of broken chains
See noble equality enthroned.

Their most worthy throne have now opened
The United Provinces of the South.
And the free people of the world reply:
"To the great Argentine people, hail!"
And the free ones of the world reply:
"To the great Argentine people, hail!"

May the laurels be eternal
that we were able to achieve
Let us live crowned in glory

Or let us swear to die with glory!

Or let us swear to die with glory!


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Posted by cyangorilla - May 21st, 2022


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Posted by cyangorilla - May 17th, 2022



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